“No more promises
I have made them before and broken them
Give me the go ahead
And I’ll undress myself for you if you’re at all interested”

today, was a pretty boring day at schoool. and it was my last day of track, thank god. only a few more days untill the weekend, which i cannot wait for! im hanging out with some friends, and it should be fun. ive been trying to branch out and meet some new people, make new friends. but it hasnt really worked. like i love all the friends i have now, and im so grateful for them. but i feel like i do the same thing everyday and everyweekend. it just…bores me. and i think meeting new people, will cure that. ill get to do different things, and break this pattern of familiarity which has occured for the past few months. ive been listening to slow motion by third eye blind a lot recently. i really want to learn to play guitar soon, i think id be much happier if i could. and i wish i could learn to sing, hahaa. im just jelaous of people who have things they love doing. i have my music and my friends. if i could change things in my life, a lot would be different. im excited for next weekend, im supposed to be going to a fair a few towns over, and it should be fun. i love carnivals, and fairs, just becasue it reminds me of the movie adventureland. which i was ubsessed with for a good day or two. i just love cute, indie movies like that. that have absolutely no meaning. but i love the geeky guys. i have a secret passion for cute, geeky, indie kids. like, i love them. seriously. haha.

so my ipod got stolen at the altpress tour a few weeks ago, and im really upset about that. i loved it! it was a nice, silver, 120gb classic. and i had a good 5000 songs on it. uuuugh, its horrible. my birthday is in a few weeks so im praying i get a new one, that would basially make my life! OH and getting a nice proffesional camera…which ive been asking for since like november. i really wish i had money, it would mak emy life a lot easier haha. SOOO bamboozle was like a week ago (: and im counting down till next year when i get to go again. overall it was prettty goood. i got to see a lot of bands i really like(fall out boy, taking back sunday) and some i dont(demi lovato :/) but it was so worth it. we even got on one of the rides there(after waiting in a good hour line.) my goal was to get on the ferris wheel, but i guess that’ll have to wait till next year..im really excited for warped tour this year though. i didnt get to see attack attack at boozle, casu ei saw we the kings insetad.(theyre from my hometown in florida so i was supporting!) so im excited to see attack in a few months! and i really am stoke for say anythings, alltime low, and cobra starships new albums coming out sooon!
seriously, gabe, jack, and max, are my obsessions. which is sad casue ill never really have a chance with them…but hey, i can wish.